Weekly Wisdom for 6/5/23
“Now is the time for perseverance. There is no need to fear what has been, what could be or what might come. Now is the time to alight the flame of your heart and move bravely forward. This week brings a cleansed and cleared energy as we have just traveled through a full moon into a bright indigo light of self exploration. No good deed goes unnoticed. Do not fear the whispers of your internal callings. Now is the time to set a plan and prepare for action. Do not fear, trust. Courage is needed to walk new roads in life. Higher thoughts and frequencies are meeting our emotions. Do not fear the depths of your emotional nature. There are deep wells of information coming forward to inform and light your path.”
-channeled by Tracy Rainwaters
Hello everyone! I am wishing you all a beautiful week this week. As I was preparing the channeled weekly wisdom for the week, the themes of grief and hope were present in equal measure. They seem a bit on the opposite ends of the spectrum of emotions.
The last 10 months have been a deep dive for me in the exploration of grief. It started with the loss of my beloved mare, Tina, and has continued to weave its way throughout my being. The Animal Kingdom has presented me with ample opportunity to help animals and their humans navigate grief. I have been gently reminded that grief is proof of love. Grief can be powerfully transformative. I think we often feel that grief is something to hide, to keep to ourselves and to suffer through alone.
In September of last year, I had a health event that absolutely forced me to take a break. I was left physically weak, barely able to do the basic tasks of my day. I would go out to feed the horses and would come in and sleep for 2-3 hours. I absolutely had to take 3 months away from my chiropractic practice and was forced to sit in my present moment awareness. Here’s what I know to be true: When we deny the internal calls of our higher self and our body, we will eventually be forced to listen. I ignored the needs of my body for years. I worked tirelessly to see more patients, serve more horses and to achieve as much as humanly possible. I had been doing this for years. The biggest piece of grief that I have had to work with in my 43 years in this body was that I had not honored the needs of my body or my Soul. I had surpassed burnout into full on physical collapse.
In taking time off, I had to fully surrender and accept help in all areas of my life. This was, and still is a big challenge for me. I stopped riding for nearly 6 months, I put events that I had planned on hold and sat with my Soul. Let me tell you, this was UNCOMFORTABLE! I had to acknowledge and face all of the ways that I felt less than, my fear of truly being seen and how I wasn’t walking through my life in a way that was aligned with my higher wishes.
I can honestly say, nearly 8 months later, my body is healing and my energy has returned. I am still not fully back to riding but that is mostly because my relationships with my horses have shifted in the most beautiful ways. More on that soon. You may have noticed that I have led more with my shamanic/spiritual voice. This is the most aligned pathway forward for me. I will always love being an equine chiropractor and I am so grateful for my client base, both present and past, that have graced my life. I have learned so much for all of you and your horses, I am forever grateful for that. I look forward to what the future has in store.
In April I held my first healing workshop on my property. I can honestly say, I have never felt more alive! Being able to walk people through a journey of self transformation with the help of my horses feels like my Soul’s highest work. The event changed me, the participants and my horses in ways that I still struggle to find words for. It was simply magical. I will be holding two more events this year in July and September. You can find the information & registration on my website. I hope to see you here!
If you are grappling with change, grief or bringing your life into deeper alignment, I am here supporting you on the pathway forward. Your animals are guiding you into a deeper alignment with yourself. I am available for 1:1 sessions if you feel called to work together.
I wish you all a beautiful & Soul expressed week.
In gratitude,
Tracy
